2nd room on the left

An obnoxious, self-centered view on what-a-bitch life can be.....

3.04.2004

I watched the Passion of the Christ a few days ago, to say that the movie was graphic is an understatement. It depicted the final hours of Jesus, it illustrates in full colour the suffering Jesus endured as a man. More importantly, it tells of Jesus as the Son of God and how the pain of betrayal was killing him from the inside. The beating, whipping and abuse he recieved was insignificant in comparison to having the weight of the world upon his shoulders. The greatest sacrifice was to take on all the sins of this world, his blood has covered our sins, so that God the Father, who is perfect and Holy, can look at us as his children, perfect in his sight. Thank you Jesus.....

In retrospect, I look back on my life and realise I have achieved nothing. The average lifespan of an asian male is approximately 70-75 years, take away 10 years for the poisons i have intoxicated myself with, another 5 for the condition of my spine, global warming, pollution...... life is short. We should all take a step back have a good look at our lives, treasure those that are dear to us, and stop wasting time on useless ventures that don't give lasting returns. Small steps, big steps, as long as its in the right direction - we'll get there eventually.

3.01.2004

My weekend was eventful, its been awhile since i've had an eventful weekend. Looking back, i wish it hadn't been as eventful as it was.... the repercussions of this eventful weekend could haunt me for months to come. But i did learn a couple of things, firstly, nobody wants to be on my team when we play dog-n-bone. In the words of my team mate, " I wanna change partner..i dun want LEM! *whine*", apparently, I imposed my own set of rules and don't play the game properly. Don't blame me if there arent any clear and proper guidelines set-out, if there are loopholes, I'M GONNA EXPLOIT THEM! Well, I never really fancied beach games anyway *bleh*

Secondly, on two occasions, two differerent people told me out of the blue that i can't multi-task. Now, we're not talking about Gremzie and Miss ugly-pink-blog here, this is like two newish people that i don't really talk much to. And listen to this, APPARENTLY, i frustrate people with my innate INability to concentrate on more than one thing at a time, ...aye? "you'll be the death of me!" and "I'm not saying it again, FORGET IT!".... these phrases are getting all too familiar.

What if we're looking at this all wrong, what if woman just have this ability to multi-task REALLY well, i guess you could call it multi-multi-tasking, and my effort just pales in comparison :)