I give up. Tomorrow will be a better day.

It's late, like past 3am late. I've spent most part of the night/ morning trying to piece together a research proposal without much luck. I decided that I'd try doing my semiotics paper instead; but that wasn't fruitful either. So now, after much hesitation, I decided to go back to the research proposal, and guess what? *lem holds back the vulgrities*

I reckon in order to do this proposal properly, you'd need some higher education certificate in statistical modelling and analysis. Not fun at all.

It also doesn't help that I've got about a million and one thoughts permeating this "limited capacity" brain of mine. I can't seem to focus on the problems at hand, I really have to learn to shut everything out, but alas... some things can't be easily ignored; just too damn consuming in nature. Things that are destined to be, will be.... (maybe)... or must I fight for what I want?

The past 10 minutes were spent staring blankly at my LCD screen, playing optical games with myself in my "oh-so-warped" head. The lighting in my room suddenly seems different; unless I unknowingly painted the walls a lighter shade of beige (in the last 2 hours!), I'll take this as a sign that my body needs rest.

Goodnight and Goodluck.

another week, another battle.

Just got back from work not long ago, alot more work than I expected but thank God everything went well on my watch. I've just submitted my tech assignment online, I just didn't see the value doing more work on it... *blah* - maybe I'm just plain lazy, whatever it is, its DONE!

Was a pretty hectic weekend, work and uni yesterday, then church in the evening followed by YUMMY "lor"(okay, I'm just spelling it the way Eugene did... its the dark soya sauce stew thingie), which happens to be his "specialty" and apparently, cooking it comes has some emotional significance.

*WAHHAHAHAHAH* (Eugene's cheesy laugh)

Anyway, we were all totally stuffed, so much good food (I shan't comment on the "Chop Suey"), good wine and good company. We even had a special after dinner treat courtesy of "the mechanic". Brings back memories.... but we all learnt something new; thyroid medicine + Mary-Js don't go hand in hand.

*evil grin*

Time to hit the books, I've only got just over 3 weeks before my first paper, and there are still two and half assignments due! Pray for me.. please!!

Have a great week ahead people. God bless.