Okay, so the previous post's title didnt appear, til this problem is fixed (for those who care), title was: Its not easy, to be... me.

its not easy, to be..me

First and foremost, this post has a title, will this be a trend you ask? Maybe... will probably need another poll to help me decide.

Now, recently I have noticed a trend. When you try to please too many people at once, you're bound to piss someone off.. BIGTIME!! Why do we constantly feel the need to please, or rather, accomodate to others, surely there'e a way to freely express ourselves and do what we want, whenever we want, without offending those around us? Where is that happy-medium?

No matter how much "reflecting" I do (and any amount is alot for me), I can't seem to find the answers... do I just go on living life in this manner, a vicious cycle of wondering "what the hell just happened?" followed by apologies (often futile exercises)?

Maybe its just me, maybe the words that come out of my mouth are foul/offensive by default, verbal halitosis? Its easier to just shut-the-hell-up i reckon, which brings me back to my title.... Its not easy, to be.. me (compliments of "Five for fighting")