2nd room on the left

An obnoxious, self-centered view on what-a-bitch life can be.....

4.29.2005

I'm tired, both physically and mentally/emotionally drained. The lack of sleep explains the physical exhaustion, in fact, I don't think theres such a thing as 'enough sleep', can't get enough of a good thing.

Was reading a friend's blog about insanity (no, she's not insane), and how certain mentally unstable people have this notion that the world revolves around them, the world should spin when they want it to spin. And everyone outside of their world is insane.

That got me thinking. Do I know anyone like that, am I like that? One thought led to another, and I've come up with another genre of insanity: the Optus "YES" timers.

These are the ones that revolve their own lives around those around them. But instead of providing edification, theres suffocation, thrown in with a good measure of malice. These are the individuals that feel so bored or so insecure with their own lives that they've decided to put somebody else's life out of orbit as a form of entertainment. They operate in a pack, so each member takes turns too contribute, and in turn, the members enjoy the spoils vicariously.

Its time to grow up and move, theres always more out there, something you can't see or know. You are not all knowing, God is all knowing. The challenges in life are difficult as it is, please don't increase the burden. Either lend a helping hand or get out of my face. I can forgive, but I'll never forget.